So, I am
sitting here, after watching my vaunted Steelers choke in the
overtime period of their game against the Bears, of which I have
several thoughts. First, and most important in my mind is to say a
hearty “Well played, and congratulations on the win.” to the
Bears players (as if they would ever read this), and too their fans,
“Your team showed up to play, and got the job done.” I like to
get that out of the way, because good sportsmanship comes with being
a gracious winner, and while I personally don't like seeing my teams
loose, it comes with being a big enough person to congratulate the
winners, even if we don't like it. Now, I am about to do something I
really don't like doing, the game is over, we fought the good fight
and we lost, but the season is still young, and I observed something
that has really bothered me.
Now, I can be the type that likes to
pile on, when I see something wrong, I will comment about it, and if
more people are talking, hey, I'll be there adding my two cents,
wanted or not. But what was it that has bothered me? When the
pregame started I saw players kneeling with each other, I saw players
linking elbows, I saw one player standing at the entrance of the
tunnel in my teams colors. Standing as a sentry to the tunnel,
paying his respect to a flag. That actually doesn't bug me, he is
voicing his thoughts with his action, and I am proud to see him
standing there, using his speech in a peaceful way. But I am also
proud of the men who decided to remain in the locker room, also using
their speech in a peaceful way. I think Mr. Rooney is in whatever
afterlife there is, looking at his team, smiling, proud that the men
that he brought together for our benefit are trying to become more,
that they are a symbol of something bigger.
Okay, that doesn't bother me, I do not
know the politics of the locker rooms in the NFL, I know I have heard
some refer to it as a brotherhood, a family of sorts. And if more
players had wanted to follow Mr. Villanueva (a former US Ranger),
they should have, maybe more didn't, and I seriously doubt peer
pressure played into this. Again, we don't know the full details of
what happened in the locker room, and it is not our place to
question. So, what has me bothered by this? Its the reaction from
fans, from my own little community of “die-hard” Steelers fans.
The people who we celebrate with after a win, those we mourn with
after a loss. This is directed to some of my fellow fans, and this
is where we are going to have issues moving forward.
And let me say, these issues are pretty
major. We have a problem in our nation, a severe problem with police
militarization and brutality. We have police killing people in the
streets, abusing privileges that they should have never been given.
We have an environment on the war path, income inequality that is second only to the worst of third world nations, the worlds most expensive healthcare while ranking pretty poorly. We had one man, who used a platform he was given to start making a
clear point, we have a problem with police brutality. That one man turned into many.
While people did not agree or like his actions, they saw the
problems, and said there has to be a better way. But what set this
off, really had nothing to do with the initial actions of a handful
of people, it was the response they received. The response, has been
heart wrenching, people want to ignore the issues that started this,
they are ignoring why players, coaches, staff, and owners decided it
prudent to go further. Many fans, my peers in particular.
Look, you can say you are a lifelong
fan of a team, and that means enduring many different things. Hey, I
wasn't around for the bad times, the first run in the golden age, or
the slum of the 80's and early 90's. I came around in the mid-90's,
when I found that I actually enjoyed football. I endured the Slash
years, and the Maddox era, then back to the promised land, and the
following Roethlisberger incidents (motorcycle accident, rape
accusations, injuries, and everything else), but like so many of my
peers, we stood in there, in good and bad. Now, to see fellow fans
coming down on the team for actions by players is heartbreaking.
Look, these men, like it or not are expressing themselves, they are
pointing a finger at a problem, and a President who is only concerned
about being a bully, and its not just my team, its multiple teams,
most of the players, coaches, staff and owners who are pointing out
that free speech is under fire. I see fans screaming with rabid
hatred towards players being on a “political soap box,” and some
of these same people are perfectly content to sit on the sidelines
allowing the insanity to continue. FFS, not two days ago I saw a
snuff video of a 16 year old kid getting shot multiple times by a
cop, less than a week ago, I heard about a deaf man being shot
because he couldn't hear police orders. And all I am hearing about
is disrespect for the flag and a song, meant to bring about feelings
of patriotism. In our own way, we have forgotten true patriotism, in
its place a sense of nationalistic pride. I'm sorry, well no not
really, being a real patriot is not unquestioning observance,
unquestioning acceptance of those things that are wrong in our fair
land. Real patriotism is questioning the status quo, to seek real
improvement for all, to point out that which is wrong and fight to
change it for the better. People playing a game have every right to
do so, yes, they are there to be paid to play a game, but beyond
that, they are using a platform that they have earned through talent
and force of will, to point out a problem, and show support to those
who also see the problem. I am ashamed to be a Steelers fan today,
not because of what the men I root for did, or did not do. I am
ashamed because of my peers, you want to get rid of your Steelers
swag because of it, I'll take it. You want to never step foot into
Hines Field again, mail me your ticket, I'll gladly show my support
for my team, the only team I ever pulled for. I take solace in
knowing that there are many of us who feel this way. I will also say
that if your fandom for a team is diminished because of those showing
support against a ill tempered orange bully, then maybe you weren't
that big of a fan to begin with.
At this time, I want to apologize to
Mr. Art Rooney II, because honestly, I feel that his message is true,
and this rant is not helping what he had hoped his statement would
do. This isn't unification of a community, this is me being fairly
divisive, and against the grain of his ultimate desire. He is right,
we are facing some uncertain and very divisive times ahead. It is my
hope that fans of every team, take a step back and realize what they
are doing. In the very way they claim that most of the Steelers
staying in the locker room before the start of the game is
disrespectful to the flag, and the nation, what they are doing is
equally disrespectful to the nation, the flag, and the men who give
themselves to us every season, putting their bodies and lives on the
line to entertain us. Like it or not, they have the right to do what
they are doing, to protest what Trump said, and what our nation has
become.
Now, I want to thank my fellow Steelers
fans who are walking away because of the players actions, and to
congratulate them on willfully allowing fascism to take control of
our nation.
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